Day 21 (6 Apr 2014) Looking forward to Sundays

It’s Sunday again. I always look forward to Sunday because my mother will be here. Her presence gives me a sense of comfort somehow though she was not our main caregiver since young. Hence I wonder if my kids will be close to me even when I’m the main caregiver.
The nanny will be going home next Tuesday and I am beginning to feel hopeless, thinking that I might feel helpless then. Having said that, I am also excited to be going through a new phase in life that I did not journey through when I had Zac and Zann since they were taken care by third parties.
From Tuesday, I will have to go through the whole process of bathing, massaging, changing diapers, changing clothes and swimming if possible. I will have to understand this little girl in front of me.

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